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Jul 10LIFE REFLECTIONS & Anonymous ThankYous
(unprivated : i made this private a couple weeks back, because i thought it was too personal, but i’m putting it back up again. For how long? I don’t know)
Date : May 2, 2010 @15:06
Most of my blog has been a lot of pictures. This is going to be super wordy. Lol You don’t need to read it. This is more of a birthday wrapup for myself.
I was reading a couple of my old blog post from several old blogs that I had up. Lol. Its crazy how time flies, and how much change. Even reading things from a year ago, and pictures from a year ago, my mind state & focus has definitely changed. (Plus my face is not as fat.)
I think through out the majority of my life, I’ve always kind of been on cruise control, cuz I honestly felt like shit wasn’t that hard. I think I really stopped trying hard around 9th grade, when I got caught up with the ever dangerous system we call high school popularity. I was handed my first loss in school politics and everything changed (from 5th grade to 8th grade I was every school position possible, I think I even created my elementary school’s first newspaper. I blame Zack Morris & the Saved By the bell bunch, they were in EVERY possible extra-curricular activity possible.) I pretty much did whatever I wanted, when I wanted. I kind of just charmed my way through High School. I would ditch classes, and make friends w/ the attendance office ladies, so I would never be marked absence. I made deals with my teachers so I could pass classes (IE: For a chemistry class, my grade was 32 percent near finals time. I convinced my teacher to give me a B in the class if I scored a 90% on the final exam. I crammed and got a 92%).
The story really starts when I turned 18. I still had the same mentality, and thought I was invincible (I thought I was Zack Morris.) When I turned 18 I thought I was ready to take on the world. Boy, was I wrong lol. Thats when life really changed for me though. A big reality check. Everything started changing then. Not overnight, it was a process.
6 years has past since then.
(in sorta chronological order)
I got locked up. I pledged a fraternity, and eventually became a pledge dad of the fraternity. I started promoting clubs and throwing my own parties to make money. I got accepted into a college that I’ve been wanting to go ever since highschool, but due to financial reasons I wasn’t able to attend. I was in a 4 year loving relationship with a awesome person. I got to travel to China with Jin the Emcee while he was on tour. I worked at several internet companies. I help jumpstart my own promotion company (PartytilAm.com). I went through my first real breakup. I help create a concert platform for Asian-American Artists (International Secret Agents) I played a part in FAR*EAST MOVEMENT getting signed to Interscope Records.
Now.
I’m a 25 year old entrepreneur working at Plan C as the Branding/Marketing Manager.
I’m not really sure where the wind is going to take me in the next 6 years. I’m not sure what I’m going to accomplish, or where I’m going to fail at.
I know one thing though, and I’ve always said it. I’ve been blessed to be around really great people. The people around me that have helped molded me to become a better person. I thank you very much for putting up with my immaturity and irresponsibility.
So here comes the anonymous thank yous. If you think you’ve affected my life somehow, most likely I’ve written about you 
(i have not included my mom/dad on purpose, but fyi i love them a lot. lol)
BROTHERS (this is not anonymous) - The two of you guys are definitely my favorite guys in the world. I’ve been blessed to have two great understanding brothers that doesn’t see their older brother for his faults. I can’t stress how much I love you guys. We’ve been through some tough times as a family, and as much as those times sucked it has made us that much closer and much more appreciative of all the things we have. I promise no matter what I’ll always have your back.
- I’m glad we squashed everything. I always say we’re made of the same type of stuff, because me and you are always willing to bite the bullet when times get tough. Although from time to time we’re off doing our own things in life, I always know that when we catch up, its like no time has really passed at all. RH
- You understood me when no one else did. I learned a lot about myself spending time with you. You are a big reason why I’m a better and happier person then who I was before. You were the one constant good thing in my life when nothing else was going right. ST
- Its freaky how similar we are. Thank you for sharing your stories and experiences with me, and making me feel sane knowing that there are people like me out there and that I’m not a lone. CC
- I’m always going to give you credit for getting me accepted into USC. This is easy because I always give you credit for this. LOL. Its a huge deal for me, even though I didn’t get to finish there, Its great knowing what I can do when I put my mind to it. You’ll always be a inspiration to me in the things you do. CM
- Thanks for getting me through that rocky year. For being the ears when I didn’t trust anyone else to listen to my problems. Thanks for showing me how to have a good time and party hard. I appreciate all the times you’ve taken care of me when I needed it. JWDKWVEC
- I’m glad I go to know you. We’ve always been friends but the past year and a half, your friendship has definitely meant a ton. Those long chill sessions when both of us can’t sleep, so we go out to hang around in the hooood are one of my favorite past times. CL
- You’re a interesting person. I’ve become a much more confident person because of you. I’ve definitely been more focused because of you. I think you’re too hard on yourself sometimes, and you’re borderline self-destructive. Stop worrying about everyone else, and just be happy. I still feel like I’m going to be a big part of your life, as you are mine. JK
- i always got your back, because you provided me w/ the hustle and taught me how to hustle. MC
- I’m proud of ya’ll. thank you so much for being sucha big part of my life. Ya’ll a continuing inspiration for me. Its rough yall not around anymore, but I know you guys are always looking out for me. FM
thats all.
That was long. Lol. No more of these.
September 5th, 2010 at 10:11 am
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